thomasjay1982's Daily Taurus Forecast
Quickie: The image used to be so clear. Now it's turned to snow. Better adjust the channel.
Overview: As if you weren't already deeply enmeshed -- quite happily so -- within your current peer group, here's yet another chance to snuggle up with a new and improved batch of kindred spirits.
Daily singles love (by Astrology.com)
Is it love that makes the world go 'round -- or communication? Or perhaps communication about love? Untie your tongue and issue a statement about how you feel -- the plainer your statements, the better.
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)
These new folks you've been seeing so much of lately? They're really something, aren't they? You feel quite happily involved with them. In fact, it probably feels like you've known them all for far longer than you have. Well, that's a big plus, and you'll be seeing a great deal of them over the next few weeks. Just don't forget your 'old' friends in the process. Why not get them all together?
Today was the shittiest day I've had in a long time.
My doctor has me on two medications. One is an anti-depressant and generalized anxiety disorder medication, the other is a seditive anti-depressant. Last night was the first night I took the seditive. I woke up in SUCH a haze. I fell twice, but managed to wake up. I need to set my alarm earlier so I can wake up and SLOWLY sit up and get ready, rather than my normal routine.
Sam is beginning to confuse me. Hopefully a discussion tonight will clear up any confusion that I have.
My best friend, Casey, is an asshole. When she needs me, when her and her fiancee' are breaking up and she's down on life, I'm there for her. As soon as he's back with her, although she says he isn't.. (they sleep in the same bed and live together with us,) she can climb back up on her "even though I'm 19, I know everything about life" pedestal and treat me like her peon. Fuck that. We'll see if I do any favors for HER ever again. Jesus. She's been such a bitch lately. I'm getting freakishly annoyed with her attitude and dialect. Fucking, if you're reading this, tone it down.
Work is increasingly frustrating. Because of my zombiness this morning, I was late for work. Only by 3 minutes, but late enough to be upset with myself. My managers are ok with it, but those 3 minutes could have been big money in my pocket if I got lucky on the dialer.
My computer keeps turning itself off for some fucking unknown reason. I've tried everything I know. I think it's the processor overheating. Perhaps laptops weren't meant to be on 24/7.
My life is just so crazy right now.
I know what I want..... and for some reason, I can't have it.
I'm so unstable at the moment that it's not even funny. I'm sick of being alone, I'm sick of work, I'm sick of being "sick," I'm sick of being broke one week, rich the next, I'm sick of feeling guilty for things that aren't my fault, I'm sick of missing my old friends, I'm sick of hating my new ones, I'm sick of feeling like a peon, I'm sick of people treating me like dogshit, I'm sick of everything.
... want to sleep........ a lot. For a week.
Jesus Christ, what's wrong with me?
How I Feel: cranky
What I Hear: Fuck The World - Me